Hardest decision ever made

Well, these few days have troubled my mind seriously and I just couldn't stop thinking about it. I thank you to my beloved wife for her understanding and full support on me.
We pray to the Lord asking his answer and recently I got what I had prayed for. God indeed has answered my prayer. However, despite the answer which I have, I felt miserable and don't know what to decide then.
This is the hardest decision ever I want to make.
Finally, after hearing advices and words of encouragement, I have made the final decision to go for it and for all. Hope along the way everything is in order and smooth...